Fibromyalgia????

Another wave of pain has actually made me look up information on the internet...and blog about it. I have had sooo many car accidents over the years and the worst one being in 1995 landing on my  head out of a rolling jeep. After that life changed and I have never lost the weight I have gained or gained my health back.

After years of different ways of dealing with the pain and never knowing what to eat that wont make me nauseous...the pain is still getting worse. I have all the symptoms of fibromyalgia and yet some people still dont believe it actually exists including my doctor. He says I dont have it.....now I dont want to sound like I am looking for some sort of disease....or some hypochondriac....but yet he still but me on a antidepressant that he perscribes for those with chronic pain including fibromyalgia.......what?? but he doesnt think I have it??????

Oh well, whatever he thinks....the pills have helped some of the rollercoaster pain days where I cry getting out of bed. still I go to the gym and work out because it is good for you....I feel better but hurt more. I go swimming because it is better on your joints...but I am cold, miserable and hurt. I lift weights to gain strength, feel good about myself but get muscle spasms.

this is just one of my life sucks moments....it doesnt happen to often...really. I wake up every day happy with my blessings and people at work say I am so happy all the time they wonder if I am licking the pills....

I guess I just have to keep smiling......any suggestions for coping?????